I think one is most vulnerable at 3am in the morning. The eye-lids a lot heavier and words a lot sincerer. It’s the period of the day your thoughts dance through what happened the previous day, sometimes the previous month or even years back and it’s also the same time you look at tomorrow or even as far as the future.
It’s in the silence of the night that the thoughts wander and at that moment, I realise the bustling city settles down and the only thing breaking the silence is the voices from the subconscious mind.
Take a look out of the window and you feel a sense of assurance that the moon and stars are still lighting up the night. Your eyes widen thinking you saw a shooting star but your face immediately turns -.- to find out that was just a plane.

I realised cookie doesn’t mind going for a walk at such timings, I should consider bringing him out during the wee hours.

Sam’s staying over with me from the 12th to 15th-ish. So excited about it, mum’s going on her conference and the whole house is gonna be for me, cookie and sam! It’s going to be crazy handling two dogs and Sam’s so huge but man, I love him so much. Two dogs to walk, two dogs to feed but hey, two dogs to play with! So happy, can’t wait! :)

I have this good feeling, my twenties would be the best years of my life. No, jokes aside. I always thought I’d end up falling in love with my high school sweetheart turning 20,30,50 going all romantic and going new places together but little did I know i’d go into twenties on a fresh start and out of love.
When you’re a lot older and wiser, everything makes so much more sense and maturity level a lot higher.
That aside, I’ve been on a very nice mood recently so got mum something today when I was out with Ashvin. With body shop discounts going, got mum a foot massage lotion so she’d get her tired legs some rest. And knowing how she’s a huge body shop fan I’m sure she’d love it. I was pretty happy the strawberry lipbalm is back, it was always out of stock so got myself one.
Sadly mum wanted the lipbalm more than the foot massage so sighs there goes my lipbalm. I am so happy with my bank balance and savings level(*pats myself on my back). I’ve gotten the hang of saving this year but have gotten a lot stingier as well with spending. Like being calculative and stuff :(
So if you guys want to add on to my savings spree, please kindly donate your btt book over.
So many things to do so little time.
I wanna go on a holiday soon, somewhere far, somewhere fun. NIDs I hope you took note of the last sentence. We are so doing this before I leave this year, bangkok,batam, bali, bintan (why do all start with ‘b’?haha) you get me, somewhere okay. See you guys for the usual Friday nights.
Preusem is currently going on and I so miss last year’s Preusem mates, those were some of the best days of my life. Made such awesome friends and remembering the pantry conversations.

I realised I’ve been so busy,blessed June ahead everyone :)

” zindagi ek safar hai suhana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana “
-wonderful lyrics by kishore kumar